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29 August 2014 @ 05:47 pm
Fuck off, derealisation.

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18 August 2014 @ 10:02 am
Modafinil and caffeine... Nothing wrong with that mix, right?

Julian Ryn: Mixing legal drugs in dubious combinations since 2014.

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14 August 2014 @ 10:49 am
Fuck this stupid period business. Just spent an entire night in profound discomfort. I hate this stupid fucking body.

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13 August 2014 @ 04:22 pm
It was good.

Good points:
* I wasn't expecting Black Widow to be in it, so that was a pleasant surprise.
* Falcon was awesome.

Bad points:
* Thanks to... The Internet, the big plot twist/reveal came as completely a non-surprise. I have a feeling I would have enjoyed it much more if I hadn't already known.
* For a movie entitled "The Winter Soldier", there wasn't much focus on the Winter Soldier. Not that the movie needed it to be enjoyable, but I thought it was somewhat a poor choice of title.

I'm doing my tri-annual "taking a short break from the BC pills so that my body doesn't entirely fall apart" thing, and it's torturous as usual. Speaking of, Charles has just basically stopped fronting because of how poorly he's handling the dysphoria, and I'm not really sure what to do. I've been binding every day for the last month and our chest is getting telltale breathing pains again, so tightening our binding is inadvisable. Maybe packing will help? Idk.

This is all very functional and healthy, I'm sure. I'm worried he'll leave. That's not unfounded given our track record, even if we haven't had anyone yet leave because of dysphoria. "Leaving" is a misleading term, it's more like fading away. Whether that makes it better or worse, I don't know.

Bloody trans stuff. Not even sure I want to post this, but, whatever. I'll force myself not to fret about what other people think.

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06 August 2014 @ 11:52 am
Someone on Plurality Resource just acquired a new member - a Chinese paper dragon called Yang who apparently talks with a Chinese accent. Oh boy. =.=

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24 May 2014 @ 03:06 pm
Oh yeah, I removed a bunch of LJ/DW friends a few days ago because I like doing a purge every so often of people whom I no longer feel comfortable with seeing my most private thoughts. My journal is the only place where I actually put everything I am feeling, so it's the place I'm most stringent about sharing with others. 

There's gonna be bitching, though. There's always bitching when I remove people, even if I kept them on other social network things. Sigh. Whatever man, I have so many more important things to think about right now.

Anyway, if I removed you, it's because I don't feel comfortable enough with you. Sorry but my mental health comes first.

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19 March 2014 @ 11:22 pm
Me: [takes quiche out of the oven] mmmm yumyumyum
Alex: [appreciatively] Hey, did you make that?
Me: Nope. I bought it from the store and I put it in the oven.
Alex: That's my favourite type of cooking, too.
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07 February 2014 @ 01:34 am

Enneagram test results

You are most likely a type 3.

Taking wings into account, you seem to be a 3w4.

No personality test is completely accurate. Although several measures were taken to make this test as accurate as possible, there's always a chance that you are not typed correctly by it. Therefore, when deciding which Enneagram type and wing you are, you might also want to consider the types with the highest test scores on the lists below.

(Note that your lowest scores may be omitted.)

Type 3 - 6.7
Type 1 - 6.3
Type 5 - 6
Type 6 - 5.7
Type 4 - 5.3
Type 9 - 4.7
Type 2 - 2.3

Wing 3w4 - 9.4
Wing 5w6 - 8.9
Wing 1w9 - 8.7
Wing 5w4 - 8.7
Wing 6w5 - 8.7
Wing 4w3 - 8.7
Wing 4w5 - 8.3
Wing 3w2 - 7.9
Wing 9w1 - 7.9
Wing 1w2 - 7.5
Wing 6w7 - 5.7
Wing 2w3 - 5.7
Wing 2w1 - 5.5
Wing 9w8 - 4.7


Decided to take an Enneagram test for once in my life, and got exactly the same as what I self-typed - 3w4. XD Brilliant. 

I've always known Dorian to be a 3 as well, but reading up on the wings he's so very 3w2. I love that it encapsulates our similarities-yet-differences.

Also, I'm totally so/sp. Dorian is probably sx/so.

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24 January 2014 @ 11:20 am
Yaay Dorian's been here for 4 years etc etc.

Now we're off to go roam around town.  

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22 January 2014 @ 06:23 pm
Me: I'm gonna make a mackerel sandwich. 
Dorian: Ew. Don't.
Me: I'm gonna make a mackerel sandwich, and there's nothing you can do to stop me! Mwhahahaha! ....Oh God, what is wrong with me.
Dorian: I ask myself that every day.
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