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[25 Aug 2008|05:40pm]
[ mood | scared ]

I'm not looking for a clearer concience
forgiveness for the things I do
but before you come to any conclusions
try walking in my shoes


Depeche Mode's lyrics are amazing and you can always seem to find a song that fits.

Anyway, I have Mr Demelo for maths, as well as I.T. I'm so worried. If I fail both of them I don't know what I'm going to do. I don't want my entire life ruined just because my stupid school hired a stupid teacher who can't teach. I think I'll take philosophy, maybe psychology? as a backup plan for IB. and english can work too. I don't really want to be a scientist though.

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[23 Aug 2008|03:20pm]
cant fucking wait until i move out of this place.
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nicked off [info]lady_kaos [19 Aug 2008|07:36pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Meme.
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[17 Aug 2008|09:11pm]
Just saw Hellboy 2 (haven't seen the first one xD) ~ it was awesome! Abe's my favourite character. he's so sweet and lame but cool /at the same time/. plus he's got kickass colouring-marking-things and overall appearence. xD
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[16 Aug 2008|03:48pm]
Sign no 21281818192 that you are addicted to LOST:
You have a lengthy dream with Ben Linus in it, who blows off the back, seats and windshield of your car, and is actually in character but you crush on him anyway.
wtf, mind? xD
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V for vendetta [12 Aug 2008|10:12pm]
that was so bloody sad.
ohmygod. 3:
It's definitely the mark of a good movie when it makes me cry multiple times throughout its length. it was beautifully written and acted and everything. ahh. -sniff- the ending was depressing though. ;~; and that lesbian story made me cry the most.
but omg i loved that.
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[12 Aug 2008|05:39pm]
What is up with all these romantic dreams? Are you trying to send me a message, Brain?
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[08 Aug 2008|09:44pm]
the olympics opening was/is AMAZING. now theyre having the athlete marchy thing whcih is kind of dull xD but the bit before it GOD THAT WAS BREATHTAKING @___@ amazing. love love love. chinese pride ftw.
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[07 Aug 2008|01:14pm]
[ mood | hm. ]

Yay another dream! -hugs dreams- You have come back to me!
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[06 Aug 2008|11:26am]
DREAM POST! yay.
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[04 Aug 2008|02:16pm]
Health check was alright, no injections or anything. I had to fill out this questionaire and the doctor (who was female luckily) read it and briefly discussed my gender with me (well, more like asked questions and i rambled on). I had to state over and over that it wasnt a big problem so that she didnt leap up and assign me to a psychaitrist (sp?). and then she said blah blah its normal for all teens to be this way and i was like yeah, i know then she asked me if i had any more questions but i said no. then ten minutes later i wished i'd asked her about my blood phobia and if it is actually phobia or what. i wrote it on my questionaire but i guess she wasnt interested or didnt see it or something? oh well.
the physical examination bit said I was fine by the way
then i broke my back carrying heavy shopping bags home xD
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[04 Aug 2008|09:16am]
Mmm, bowie on my friends list.
Gotta go for a school-arranged health check. Bler. Not keen on it. I don't really like being touched by strangers (like anyone does?!)
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[01 Aug 2008|01:09pm]
Wordle for all of July's entries excluding memes

Things I didn't expect to see:
Joker (XDDDD!)
hand (piece of writing)
equilibrium (LOL)
Ledger (dude. i talked way too much about batman this month)
pringles (-snigger-)
LEDGER (see Ledger)
Flash (o_O)
two-face (see Ledger)

weird that my biggest words are:
hand
one
think
like
cut
said
quite
problems
ahh and the good old xD
and so on...
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[01 Aug 2008|12:53pm]
Oh yeah, I dreamt me and dad went to Spain (which mysteriously turned into a place with loads of hills and we were driving a weird golf-cart type car in the valleys, and for the first half of the dream Dad was called Firestar from Warriors) and I used my mangled spanish to try and order some food from this lady who had a little stall. lol wut brain. xD
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[01 Aug 2008|12:36pm]
I've realised I'm arrogant. I really am. My self confidence has grown and molded to become this arrogance - but the question is, is it better than having little to no self confidence like most teens do? I'm so convinced in my own opinion that I seem selfish and unwilling to listen to others - which is mostly true anyway. Being arrogant is a negative trait, surely, but weighed against the alternative? I'm not sure anyone can get the perfect balance in between the two. And it's not as if it's infallible. I get moments like everyone else where I hate myself (but somehow I think in those moments I still mark my own opinion as /right/ and /correct/. it's only when I'm feeling too tired or not bothered that I admit someone else is right, or if I don't want to risk getting into an argument with a friend, or if they are actually right. I'm trying to take other people's opinions into account more often anyway. Don't know if it's working. People seem pleased anyway when I tell them they're right and they have a point. Of course I'm not always telling them the truth. A white lie? It works, anyway.)
Hmm.
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[31 Jul 2008|01:10pm]
meme nicked off Rach/[info]lady_kaos
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[31 Jul 2008|12:56pm]
Saw Flash Gordon yesterday for about 10 minutes before I turned it off because it was so crap. Sorry Flash fans out there. Dad said it was "so crap it's good" xD
Saw Sunshine too. it was crap. It was really boring up until someone started murdering everyone, and then it just got stupid and my head started going ick at the sight of blood. v_v Dad said it was just "flawed". we agreed it wasn't as bad as Blade Runner though (which would be an amazing movie if it hadn't been so much like the book - namely, boring. very boring.)
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[30 Jul 2008|12:04am]
[ mood | chipper ]

I saw dark knight again today (gets better the 2nd time =D) then bought the Batman vcd with encouragement from Liana (batman nut xD) and watched Nicholson as the Joker. He was quite brilliant, of course I'm not a big fan of movies in those days...the style of them, and such. But he was actually pretty good, psychotic in that way that makes you laugh nervously and such. If Ledger took influence from Nicholson, then I could tell some parts that were similar in both the Jokers...cant remember what they were now. The laugh, I think. ...dunno. anyway. I was so going to scream LEDGER IS MY FAVOURITE JOKER but like my dad says theyre too different to compare. both were good. Ledger's is more dark and gritty than Nicholson's but the new movies are like that in comparison to the older ones. I think. So both of them are equally as fantastic as one another =) (Rhiannon thinks Heath Ledger was SEXY as the Joker. ...-blink- he was /creepy/ not /sexy/. well, maybe in like some parts, but most of it he was too odd and creepy in an awesome way to be sexy. Rhiannon's weird haha xD and I'm usually the one falling for the villains! weird. reversed roles.)

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[28 Jul 2008|12:46am]
bloody long meme coming up
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[27 Jul 2008|02:47am]
-MELT- BRETT ANDERSON IS SO GORGEOUS OMGUH. (from Suede xD) I am half tempted to get my hair cut in 1992!Brett style. it's quite long, halfway down the neck. it'd make a change, at least...
EDIT: Here are screencaps for Solly.
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